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4:14 Thursday Afternoon   Lies and Deceit I was just kidding about modeling today, I kind of wanted to go but i have homework that needs to be put off and naps that need to be taken, and i'm just all around too lazy. i got my phone call. he read me a story but didn't tell me he loved me. ----------------- 11:24 p.m. I was driving down the road the other day. There was a woman with grey hair sitting on the curb next to a man with his hands folded in his lap. As I drove by, she buried her face in her hands. I wonder if she's okay.
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I knew that *looks around* I just didn't want anyone to overhear.
that's true.

that's horrible.

yesturday my friend wrote an entry about how he didn't want to be friends anymore, and how we were never close, and how I'm too 'loud&obnoxious' for him, but then he deleted it before I could show anyone.

losing friends is horrible.
especially when they don't care anymore.
hmm...the poor lady. Hopefully she is okay. I'm glad you got your phone call, but sorry because it sounds like you were a little dissapointed that he didnt' tell you he loved you. Anways, about the throwing thing. My teacher tried to help me...i got one project done...but....yeah....I hope I can get another one soon.
maybe women with gray hair do not like the fact that you drive teresa.

that was random.
interesting.
but on amount of work, ive done enough work to fill out around six panels or something, but because of the idiot education system (or stupid teachers who happen not to like my work) i shall have to be working my ass off to fill out prolly another panel and a half or so. wish me luck.
oh, guess what teresa: i need to go back to school for at least FIVE effing days during my two week holiday.
It seems that "art classes sucking" is an understatement. sigh.

i wish i wasnt at school.
and damn you are lucky as to have had mr d. he's awesome. and he's a really awesome drummer. and he looks like dave navarro :P

and he does random things. yeah. cool teachers like that.
wow, you haiku-ed my comment thingy! great stuff.

i hate spring. pollen, bees, flies, pansies or whatever. jeepers. i dont know. maybe because all that love for anything at all these days have been sucked out of myself. sad aint it.

fall's my favourite, and winter, if it snows. mmm snow.
the weather's getting pretty cold though, and they reckon it may snow next week, so fingers crossed!

Mmm I always take it out on people and then feel guilty.
Yeah.. My friend kind of has a hard time understand. I mean I can understand why, she gets really jealous. Not of like me+him together but just that I have a boyfriend and she doesn't. So I try to split the time, but its hard because she expects me to like never hang out with him, just the two of us. I can see where she's coming from but she needs to give me some slack too. I would if we were switched. ♥
I hope things are Ok with you.
I always make sure I divide their time so that way if I hang out with him on say a Tuesday I'll hang out with her by ourselves on that next Wednesday. I try to alterate days, and I always get off the phone with him to talk to her. I understand where she's coming from so I just try and deal with it.
yeah, I guess you're right about the it's better to love and lose rather than not have been loved at all.

and yeah, when the other person is sucessfully gotten over the break up really sucks =( =/
aw how sad =[

yeah, hearing "i love you" is always a good thing, feels good when you dont say it a lot..& then that one time you do say it, its special < 3
Thank you for the comment and reading my entry.
I really appreciate it.

I didn't mean love was wrong.
I don't really know what I meant; but it wasn't that I thought it was wrong.

♥♥ alex
no i love you ?
whaat. how is this possible?!? =[
so yeah whats happening