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9:41 Saturday Morning   Dream I was sitting next to him in the car. he said "you want to marry me?" I said, "of course." He said, "Good. The next thing I remember is sitting in that car again, and him saying how excited he was that we were getting married in just a week, and then i realised what he was saying. "I don't think we should get married now," I said. My head was leaning on his chest. My left hand fingers were entwined with his right hand fingers. His left hand was on the steering wheel and he was upset. I looked up at him and he drove to his house and dropped me off and drove away. I went into his house and his sister was there, and i was washing my hands and Sharon says "the water's going to run out soon." the entire island's water was running out. Then he came home. and then I woke up. and it was a pleasant dream, if only because he was in it. so i tried to go back to sleep but I couldn't. We talked of such silly things as marriage last night. "how will we do the dishes?" he said. "we both will do them. Even if someone rinses and another person puts them in the dishwasher." "They'd never get done." "Yes they would." "What about rag snapping?" "We can say that no rag snapping until after the dishes are done, and that would mean the dishes would get done extra fast." And i keep seeing this image. Me looking like a shorter version of my mum, him looking like an older..well, him. more like his dad. maybe. and we're washing the dishes and then we're like "finally! they're done!" and our kids are sitting at the table, the older one is doing calculus and the younger one is watching tv.if we have tv. and they both turn their heads when they hear a snapping sound of the rags, and then the older one goes "gooooddddddd. you never stop!" and we're two old farts with two kids and we're snapping each other with rags. dancing around and being all "OW! i'll get you for that" then maybe for makeouts on the counter. and the older child going "oh sick, get a room." I don't want to look like my mum though.
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I think mum's beautiful.
Ohhh okay I misunderstood you.

<33 Chelly
I like thinking of the future.
Even if it's unrealistic
I like it.
It makes me feel safe.
Like Ill have a home forever.
Especially with that certain boy
That you want to do dishes with
And snap rags at
And have 2 kids with
(Even though, in my case, we both don't want kids)

No, I won't be 94. I'll be 15 :)
He doesn't want any kids. I think one would be okay, but I kind of want to adopt instead of pushing one out on my own. I see it as Why should I bring more kids into the world when there are enough out there who suffer? Thats just how I look at it. Right NOW, though... I don't want kids.

My grandma says that your outlook changes when you get older. When you settle down and stuff, you'll want a kid or two.
yea ? well so be it ill go live on my rainbow!!!!!
i dont much more just a whole lotta popping pills
you kno now that shyts addicting
Yeah I know what you mean.
I told my mom I was glad she didnt have an abortion
And she said "Me too" hahahaha.
Rare= Yes. Andrew and I have been together for a year and a half and people always look twice at me when I say that - like... 'hang on.. you're sixteen and you're on the brink of being married?' =P

I don't want to be like my mother, but I think I might.
Hehe, I'd love to marry my boyfriend. Sounds like you want to marry Caleb too. =)
I don't want to look like my mum. My mum is a cool mum, but like you said, I'd prefer to be myself.
after almost two years of being together I would have given the world to stay with him. It only takes one crappy week to ruin your lifetime plans.
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