2:58 Sunday Afternoon   Waiting DECEMBER! GET HERE NOW! I'm so ready to be done waiting. Seriously. Waiting. Waiting for the next second, Waiting for the next minute. Waiting for Godspell tonight. Waiting for my next e-mail. Waiting to finish my fairy dress on Tuesday. Waiting for that next phone call. Waiting for school to start. Waiting for my next paycheque. Waiting for December. Waiting to graduate high school. Waiting to graduate high school. Waiting for life to happen. It's really annoying. Why can't i just take it one second at a time? I want to scream and cry. But I'm tired of screaming and crying. I'm tired of being so depressed. I'm tired of my happiness relying on one person. But I don't want it any other way. I guess I'm not tired of my happiness relying on one person...I just wish he'd have more time. I wish i was just a little less selfish. But i miss talking to him in realtime, and I hate waking up in the morning excited to read an e-mail from him and finding an empty inbox. Godspell tonight. ----------------- 9:24 p.m. Godspell was great. Confound it, though, I wish he would get online. it is daisychain day and I will cry big loud tears of sadness if I don't get to talk to him because I am a nerd. ew i feel sick. Godspell was awesome. I'm so glad Aaron and Mandy came. :D they are two awesome people. ----------------- 9:56 p.m. yes! he came on!