11:16 Late Sunday Night   Jealousy Always Strikes at Inconvenient Times A little black spider creeps along the ceiling past the whirring and churning fan. I can't stop thinking about her. I want her to be okay, And I want her to be okay NOW. In other news, I ate about half a litre of ice cream in one sitting today. I'm a little bit disgusted with myself. Did I say anything about the Test? I don't think so. Anyway, the test... I hung out with Steve yesterday and couldn't stop thinking about Caleb. :) We watched a Humphrey Bogart movie at my house (again), and my dad called to me from the office "Caleb's online, but away." I said, "Well he's probably at tea." "Oh, yeah it says out to lunch." and I said, "Yeah, he's eating tea." Steve said, "who?" I said, "Caleb." I waited for him to ask me who Caleb was. That would have been a very convenient time to set the path straight for good, but he didn't. maybe he got the point. Anyway, it was good to play with Steve, but I'd much rather play with Caleb. Today was an interesting day. sort of.