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Listening to: BLECH
Feeling: quirky
4:34 Saturday afternoon   Sitting amongst the piles of stink and refuse SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO PUKE ----------------- 5:45 p.m. i feel a little lonely, a little hurt, a lot disgusted. ----------------- 8:44 p.m. i dreamt he died last night. and now i feel, even though he talked to me today, as though he really is dead. It's completely fucked my whole day. in the ass. That's how disgusting and vulgar it is. I hate bad dreams. Why can't it go back to the dream where Caleb surprised me with a visit and right then, dream me running into dream caleb's arms, that was true, uninhibited happiness. I'm afraid to go to sleep tonight.
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aww.


puke? why!
aww ;[. people care. i care. i dont want the world to die
hey wat u up to
this is lightning15 i made a new sitdiary cause i was bored. i care wat ur up to cause u cared enough to comment me. well anyways later
thanks, and im guessing school is alright for u
So this has been bugging me for like...months. What does Bohemiate mean? I know I'm stupid. :)
That dream sounds absolitely terrifying.

I love the banner/badge though :) I know mine aren't great, but I did them on paint and I don't care! We rock, we really do.
bad dreams suck. =[
i'm sorryyyy.
hahaha omg! by the way i have the FUNNIEST thing to tell you. i definitly thought about you when it happened =]

k, so my sister shaynee was in my room with me and it was like 9 in the morning, and we are up and singing!the music blasting, us screaming//singing..whatever =]
and my moms boyfriend gene coems into my room adn was like "are there dying cats in here or something? cat fight?"

HAHAHAHA and we started busting up laughning and i
was like "SHAYNEE WAS SINGING" hahha =]

so yeah, just thought you should hear. =]
*hugs* nothing more to say....
Kx
You seem to have a very good relationship with Caleb, very open and honest. I wish you two the best of luck in whatever you do, as long as it doesn't involve you not updating anymore :)