11:24 Thursday Morning   The Minutes drag when You're Underwater I have fun just being with him in a group of friends. Even if I'm not sitting next to him, secretly playing footsie or touching him at all. Just his presence and talking to him sometimes is good enough. What does that say about me? I'm a hopeless case. Madly in In-Fat-U-A-Tion. The rain is inspiring. where's my videocamera? ----------------- 11:51 p.m. I got to spend a little bit of alone time with him today, but not very much. My little sister is intent on being wherever I am. I tried to be nice to her today. I really tried. She's just so annoying! gah! Can't go anywhere to talk alone with a friend, let alone a boyfriend. Caleb and I went to his house, but then Chelsea showed up to hang out with Sharon. Of course, little siblings are bent on making older siblings' lives hell, and we got almost NO peace until we bribed them with ice cream. Even then I had to say they could beat up Zeb. I think it's so sad that they want to beat Zeb up all the time. I guess it's true what they say about the human psyche having a streak of cruelty. Zeb can fend for himself but two little girls constantly attacking you? How obnoxious. I like Sharon a lot, but only when she's not with Chelsea. *sigh* They finally left Zeb and us alone. Laura and Yvetti were just innocent audiences. Oh well, I still had fun. Tomorrow's another day, so I shall go to bed so i can greet it with a smile.