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November 10th, 2008 @ 6:11pm |
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the dates on all my previous entries are fucked up somehow, what says 2008 should be 2007. hmmmmmmm
http://www.sitdiary.net/screaminglordsutch/
A new page arises from the wreckage of thomnz - sD, and thomnz Lj.... Hooray! |
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Retrospect - ivity? |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:52pm |
Listening to: Transmetropolis - Alcazar
Feeling: different
... zoodle wurdle zoodle wurdle ...
We've come from all across the universe
in hedonistic bliss
The gates of paradise are openwide
in Transmetropolis
Stand up and shout
In hedonistic bliss
We celebrate the dawn
Of Transmetropolis |
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Ramble |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:52pm |
Listening to: Thank you for being a friend - Andrew Gold
I got bored. So i went driving. This place is about 2minutes from my house.
Lovely.
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16th April
Anyway, i had so much trouble trying to get my contacts in this morning i gave up in frustration. I'm eating my easter eggs to make myself feel better :P.
mmmmmm .... chocolate.
Im going to go take a walk up to the park this afternoon. Hopefully to minimise the effects of all this sugar.
hehehehehe
I should really have been working on my Classics essay and studying for my accounting test this past week, but i just ... cant ... bring myself to care.
I've been thinking of changing my major to something other than finance. I really, really, really dont like accounting. I don't want to dedicate my life to a subject i find utterly uninteresting. Maybe economics, but then again i didnt do the appropriate math courses this year. grr ... why the hell does everything involve calculus!!!!?????!!?!?!?!?!
Or i could always do an art major. Maybe some classics subject. So. Amazingly. Interesting. Yet. So. Useless. In. The. Real. World.
*sigh
Any suggestion would be welcome.
I'll get to work this week ... perhaps.
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Your Personality Profile
You are dependable, popular, and observant.
Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness.
In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do.
You are unique, creative, and expressive.
You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while.
And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!
The World's Shortest Personality Test
How true is this? Yes about the freak flag, but charming?
You'll find me on my knees
again, squeezing in
one more prayer
"jesus dont leave me with this battle waging
raging at my door".
Lost the plot
Lost my way
Lost the lot, all that i got
and im still thinking "why's this happening to me?"
But i can't deny
when i wonder why
when nothing goes right and im hung out to dry
yeah
Still its plain to see
God you matter to me
I matter to you as you carry me through this
life of mine.
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*ouch |
August 13th, 2008 @ 3:52pm |
*ouch... i'v never experienced a hangover before. Iv never really drunk enough at one time before to qualify for one.... and its fucking horrible. How the hell do people put up with them all the time?? My mouth tastes like iv eaten an ashtray... or worse.
Still, i seem to like people better when im 'drunk', or at least tipsy. They seem less stupid and irritating. Nah jokes... people are always stupid and irritating :p
The guys and possibly a few others are going to michaels house at Lake Clearwater this weekend. Damn i hope my parents let me go. |
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May 24th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
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christ I want to go skiing so badly! I don't even know if there's snow on the mountains coz i live in town now and i cant see the mountains. grr. *mental note: go drive somewhere tomorrow and look at mountains* |
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Procrastination - distractions - exchange - English teachers |
March 27th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
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Just reading through my old entries instead of doing my research project, or my literary review, or my several essays... as a matter of fact. Procrastination is is terrible habit yet not one that can be easily broken. I generally rest on the knowledge that I will finally settle down and do some work once things start getting tight - which is terrible of me really, but hey I've gotten this far.
Speaking of dis tractability today I was sidetracked by the prospect of the NCRE semester exchange program with Ludwig-Maximillians University in Munich. I've decided that I am going - assuming that I can get my hands on the scholarship/financial assistance they offer. Fingers crossed eh. I got talking to this German dude Philip in one of my lectures who's on an exchange from... somewhere in Germany... and he seemed fairly pleased with the experience of studying overseas. So yay!
Also I'm going to start tutoring my brother and generally help him out with his yr13 English class - for a modest fee - which should work out alright so long as there isn't too much literature interpretation(honestly I'll bet writers never ever think of half the crap that English teachers do.
The flat is fairly harmonious so I've nothing to bitch about there.
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Beer Olympics |
March 19th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
Listening to: Bliss - Muse
I don't know about you, but my title seems fairly self-explanatory to me. If not then I'm sure all you twisted fucks will think of SOmething not too far off the mark. Anyway during this weekend I trekked up a mountain in Arthur's Pass with a bunch of people from the uni snowsports club.... and no it was not as pointless as all that.... since the club owns its own lodge/skiifield at Temple Basin. Like OMG!! I hear you say. YES! OMFG!!!
There's no snow anywhere at the moment of course and the mountains all look pretty bleak and uninteresting unless you love rocks.... lots and lots of rocks, oh and moss too. So after a bit of lunch and maintenance work everybody got stuck into their booze and relaxed.
Funny thing though... just about everybody there (thirty-five or so people) were first years, which i hadn't realized at first. I was walking with them thinking "damn these people look young" and "wait what? How the hell can this person be so naiive about uni?!".
First year students + Freedom from school/parents etc + vast quantities of alcohol = Hilarity |
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Free Trade or whatever |
March 1st, 2008 @ 12:00am |
Awhile back now I saw a play/production thingamajigg about international coffee trade and how hideously poor coffee farmers in South America are and whatnot. Of course the whole show was presented in a way to make some light of the situation and make it entertaining - and personally having a stunningly attractive South American (or spanish?) woman in the show was entertaining enough for me. But after seeing the show and doing a wee bit of research i find myself a supporter of the whole Fair Trade coffee scheme; good news considering all UCSA cafes at university are now supplied by a Fair Trade company and are thus now all slightly more expensive.
Speaking of university I've spent much of the past few days wandering around campus looking for classes which had been rescheduled and/or relocated. It appears that the coordinators in my department have a predilection for changing class details without notifying anyone, even the lecturer herself in one case. Myself I find it odd that my EURO lectures are scattered around campus in a seemingly random (if not sadistic and cruel) fashion, I would have thought that they would be located mostly in one building or section of campus for easy and relaxed transition between classes but noooo no no no no that would be FAR too easy. It's nuts.
So far two of my classes are being delivered in thick eastern european accents, which kick ass! Hearing post WWII european and soviet history seems so much more worthwhile with the appropriate accent.
[Deep slavic accent] "Today we will be looking at history of GLORIOUS Soviet Union" tehehehehehehe
I signed myself up for CUTC (tramping) and Canterbury Snowsports at clubs day Tuesday in anticipation of getting more involved with things and generally having a good time. Skiing especially because its impossible to get better at it unless I go up fairly regularly which I've not had the opportunity to do before b/coz of school/work/family blah blah blah. So hopefully this year will be different coz I've got myself a suitable car AND like-minded people to go with.
Um, so yeah. I managed to more or less miss everything that happened during orientation. Not that i didn't WANT to go, more because of moniessss, my lack of. But no worries, there's plenty of free entertainment that can be found.... somewhere. |
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February 25th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
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Lectures have started. I seem to be getting on reasonably well with my parents. I have money/ food in my belly. Job interview tomorrow. Clubs day soon?
Everything's alright.
Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you
Sweet dreams that leave all worries far behind you
But in your dreams whatever they be
Dream a little dream of me |
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Some just can't help it |
February 12th, 2008 @ 12:00am |
Honestly, I fear judgment and rejection by my peers the most. Sometimes i want to tear my chest open and let everyone see me.
But that fear is always going to be there.
And it feeds on my innards.
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