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12:26 Early Wednesday Morning   I wrote about My Future i always want to know exactly what's going to happen, exactly when, exactly how. I want to know what my life will be like in seven years time and I wish to know the future. It's an obsession. Like zombies are an obsession. Like getting up and washing my face every fucking morning WITHOUT FAIL is an obsession. Like staring into my eyes and thinking of all the reasons why it's always that one little section of my right eye that leaks blood out of broken capillaries. It's another late night for me. I'm talking to Zeb and it makes me feel better for staying up so late, but every time i think of things I want to cry so hard, but that would only make my broken blood vessels in my broken right eye worse. ----------------- 2:07 p.m. I've got good news and bad news. The bad news is, I'm practically doubled over in pain. The good news is I was right! It was PMS! And I've got my period now, so I'll be happy again until next month! The bad news is I can't see Coppelia tomorrow night as Peg's got company again, so I have to wait until Friday. The good news is I can hang out with Caleb more tomorrow! Yay! Anyway, ow. fucking cramps. I can't um. i can't type anymore.
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well, at least you thought of making me cookies, anyway.

i like dough better, personally.
*whispers* to be perfectly honest, i've only ever heard that song by the murmurs myself, heard it on beavis and butthead, love it though!
OOOH!!! i wanna see your eye, your bloody eye. not makin fun of it, just wanna see it. pretty please. kyle showed me his tail when he had it. pleeeeeease.
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i know what you're talking about and I think we all go through it. I hate life sometimes and obssess over whether or not it's worth living. Evens always weigh out the odds and for some reason Im still breathing. I know you feel like crying everyday.. just one little thing can set you off.. and it sucks, because then, that means you're weird.... but you're not.
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Hahaha, no, anything but the sine curves!!!

My blood vessels are crap when they go wrong.
I'm gonna whip them into shape as soon as I work out how.

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hey, I've got a friend named Zebb too. Neat coincidence, huh? I didn't realize you live in NZ... summertime must be gorgeous right now. Ah, me=envious. ttyl, _skipper
i have pms. you can never tell if you're onery and emotional because you have reason to be or if it's pms.

and you alwyas have that feeling..."maybe it's pms" but nooo... you never really know!


damn you god and making girls bleed form vaginas!
that's ok. until then, i have your very sexy belly to look at (not in a perverted-heavy-breathing kind of way).
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Hehe, no, it wasn't that good, feeling ill. In fact I think the things it stopped me from doing would have been better off done. Like homework and stuff. Ah well.

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