Listening to: Head Automatica(Beating Hearts Baby)
Feeling: nothing
12:27 Monday Afternoon
sometimes i don't see
Why i get up in the morning
i'll never know.
the chile party was cool.
it rained for a few seconds. well. sprinkled anyway.
today i read the first chatlog that Dan the Man and I ever had.
Then i read emails from caleb.
i want to scream and to cry and to go back to sleep and to do my homework and to not do my homework, and to sit outside in the sun and to hide away
and i want to run away
i want to run far away
from the evils of the earth
where no one could ever find me.
I'm depressed because i lost my cell phone. I'm not depressed because I cant' text people or anything
i'm depressed because i have to tell my daddy and he's going to get really really really really mad at me.
i'm mad at myself.
i suck at keeping things.
man, i'll buy you a new phone.
how did you lose yours?
my friend bernnedette went through like 5 ones one time, it all started when she dropped her first one in the toilet...
ayyye.
but if you do you are forced to take me with you.
i have an idea, why don't we get lost in the bermuda triangle together? that way nobody will know where we are.
not even ourselves.
why is zombeh gone?
i miss zombeh.
I'm really protective of my mobile phone. I think I would have some kind of nervous breakdown if I lost it. Not because of the texting, but it's like my safety net.
yay or nay, i just thought i'd drop by and say hello. and that seeing that you've stayed consistent with your journal makes me happy ; i wish i could've kept mine going so i could look back and "reflect" on the real things that have happened since i started it.
anyhoot, i may be around again.
(: skipper