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Feeling: reluctant
9:44 Tuesday Night   What's so great about Teresa? Has it always been like this and i just haven't noticed? Dan sent me "Beating Heart Baby" by Head Automatica because he was bored. He had no idea that I love that song. We bonded even more over a song he heard randomly on an internet radio station and I heard over and over on music tv. today was okay. I went to school at 8 expecting to swim, and they told me I was swimming in the finals, not today, but i should go to the meet anyway to see how it's run. I spent 3 hours sitting on my ass reading Dune and listening to my mp3 player. Hung out with Laura, Alyssa, and Vetti at lunch, and went to Soul Fire with them 15 minutes before class started (we forgot). In English we're studying Othello. She told us today and I involuntarily pumped both my fists into the air and said 'yussssssssss' and gained some strange looks from the students around me. I love my english teacher. She doesn't always know what she's talking about but she's totally passionate about what she teaches, and I really appreciate it. She energises me and makes me actually want to be in English. and the fact that i sit next to him doesn't hurt. In photo, I developed the roll of film from the book study. It turned out great! I'm so happy. Followed Caleb home, hung out with him. Looked at clouds and blew bubbles and tickled and kissed. [insert blissful sigh] I took a loooong hot bath and it was very very nice. Whoa, talk about flashback. I had dad put a bunch of music on some mp3 cds, and i was spot checking songs to make sure they sounded okay and could be read. Blink 182 stuff and it totally took me back to last summer. The end of june and through to august. Memories that come to mind in particular are lying on my back in the 3rd storey hall outside my room listening to "I Miss You." Also airports in general. Being in LA. Fiji. Before I went to school, the first week in New Zealand. The hotel house we stayed in. Mostly LA and the hotel house. LA. LA. it's enough to make me miss him. I remember what we had. Don't think I forgot. But I don't want it to work out. I think I'll be going to bed now.
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damn you to hell, you and your blissful sigh. damn all happy couples to hell. well, i'm only saying that because i'm jealous. because my baby live a MILLION MILES AWAY :(
damn you.
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Yeah I'm more pleased that stuff isn't all awkward anymore and we're all cool. I was a tad upset when he said he couldn't go ~*insert tantrum here*~ but whatever. I'm not going to ruin this by throwing a wobbly like I do everything else.

Yay I want a cool looking bible. And if it isn't cool, I'll make it be cool. Because I am Lucy, queen of all cool.
I know. I knew I'd have to throw them away eventually but I thought they'd last a lot longer than that. I'm not sure why. =( Just because I wanted them to, I suppose.

I hate listening to old songs when all the memories come back. Well, unless I'm in a good mood.
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It was actually pork that smelled sweet, if that's what you were asking about. I didn't realise until I started to eat it. Mmm.
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Yeah, but I think I'm up for it.
I'm tired of this school. This town.
Et cetera. [I always put that, I'm pretty sure that its not how you spell it so eh. but whatevs]

cheers
sweet :) go us! have a happy early birthday ^_^

im mucho happy right now. today has been pretty cool. im ready for 615 though. my friends and i are going out to eat and having some fun fun ^_^
it really isn't any comfort, i feel bad for all of us that have to leave someone behind or have to be so far from the ones we want to be with. surely it doesn't comfort you, knowing you aren't the only one. but on the upside, you'll always have the belly.
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yeah..it's true, you prefer what you're better at. I love reading your diary, you make it interesting to read. Yours is one of the few that I will actually take the time to read...it's not boring or anything. I love you!
it was a YEAR and a week. I turn 17 on Friday. I have to pick when I'm 18 because one country doesn't recognize dual citizenship.
i used to live in la
the teddy bear scares me! especially when it talks.
You're both N. Zealanders to me.
I had two cases of burned cds but I seemed to have lost it. I was just looking for it today.