I went to the "Animal Super Adoption" thing they had going on by PetsMart on Saturday...

Lots of dogs, lots of cats, lots of discounts, lots of agencys, lots of variety, lots of breds and ages, lots of opportunity and I couldn't do it... *sigh*

I dont know whats wrong with me. I can't juss..pick one and know its for me. Its like a marriage committment and we all know how good I am at that kind of committment...

But it woulda been a perfect time to get one. I didn't have to go around the whole valley at each agency and look at their cats. It was a lil more personal there unlike the agencies/societies offices. I couldnt work in any place dealing with animals. I'd go home crying every night.

I juss wish a cat would show up at my door for me to love so I dont have to make a decision and all that heartache.

"Life long friend" (kind of ironic if you ask me) or "new best friend" as they call them, I know yer out there somewhere... I juss dont know where and I dont know if I have the guts to find you and take you away. And as I've said before, I'm not even sure I have a home yet, how am I supposed to make a cat feel like it has a home now?