My stomach flopped. James said he wanted to see me tonight. ....why?... I can't stop stuttering.. I..I..uh..um..have..class at five...and I have ..to do..some homework... Suddenly I feel sick. Ugh. How can one sentence like that turn my health upside down in one moment? What am I supposed to do? How far do I let this go, if at all? I'm so confused. He has caused me SO much stress today. Every inch of anxiety I got today that interrupted my day, I blame James. Grr. Stupid cow. I'm going to be assertive with this boy! I'll get what I want and what I'm comfortable with! And that's that! Ha! I learn from my mistakes... right? Busy busy day. No time to think, just do. But do assertively.