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Feeling: spazzy
"KuKuKachoo and they find their way back to the big ol' blue" I dont understand the male species fascination in braids. "You can do that? By yourself? What are those called again? That's so cool!" It's hilarious I swear God is punishing me for not liking blacks or hispanics by having them as my home teachers. Making me interact with them. One of my home teachers emailed ...my Vatti actually, he didn't have mine or something so I replied and said I have no clue who he is, but I think he's the one in my business law class. hah...and he's black. Just complete the companionship with a hispanic and I'm punished for being racist. I dont have so much of a problem with blacks than I do hispanics. "If the bow is always tight it will soon lose its spring." Ya can't stay that way forever! So I'm plucking hairs off my sweater today in class and I started pulling off red hairs...o.O I've been sneezing all morning. A storm must be brewin...mm Rain! Went to order more contacts huffin and puffin. She said "you coulda called kid" I replied "I..was in...the area" *huff puff* she's like.."yeah..uh huh right.." heh A nice run in the rain. Wee I did a berry berry bad fing! I found a giant book that I could emerse myself in for the next week or two...and its around Mid-term time...bad combo...eee! Exciting. A leisure book when I dont work in the first place! __________________________________________________________ Excuse my brainstorming: “He doesn't make sense. I don't make sense. Together we make sense.” “Love can tear you apart, and it can kill you. But, at the same time, it can bring you back together.” “Coming together is a beginning. Keeping together is progress. Working together is success.” -Henry Ford Quotes “Breakdowns can create breakthroughs. Things fall apart so things can fall together.” “Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength.” “A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and me together forever and never apart, maybe in distance, but never in heart.” AH HA! Found it: “What I do you cannot do; but what you do, I cannot do. The needs are great, and none of us, including me, ever do great things. But we can all do small things, with great love, and together we can do something wonderful.” Mother Teresa _________________________________________________________ The Reason I'm not a perfect person As many things I wish I didn't do But I continue learning I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to know I'm not a perfect person I never meant to do those things to you And so I have to say before I go That I just want you to know I've found a reason to show A side of me you didn't know A reason for all that I do And the reason is you I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is you So I guess in a way dear I'm saying, yes, yes I am changing for you and I dont think there's anything wrong with that.
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maybe God's trying to show you that your rascism is unfounded, and that blacks and hispanics are people, and like any people there are generous people and there are misguided people and there are happy people and there are bitter people...and skin colour doesn't matter nearly as much as socioeconomic class does as far as education and attitude go.

That's what I see God trying to tell you with giving you a black Home Teacher. But what do i know?