Sleep Deprived  I found someone that has a higher voice than me. I saw others reactions when ppl heard it too. Now I'm paranoid. Do they act like that when I talk? So I've been up since 4:30 this morning. Yeah, I'm a lil' ornery. Mutti says I'm doing a good job not acting ornery like....she's the only one that I've been snappy at so far. Interesting. So much physical activity I know I'm gonna drop like a rock tonight. I worked with Kinlee and that's not so bad. At least it's not Michael or Katie...but it wasn't Amealia. *shrugs* She juss thinks I'm really slow and stupid and I can't prove her wrong esp at 5:30 in the morning. Oh well. I had bacon, french toast, and sausage! mmmm... I got back around 9o'clock and visited Derek. One stressful thing down. Then I went to auditions a lil' late b/c I did my hair so I missed the dance section of it, so I learned quickly. It was much easier than last years. We went into the audit and did the dancing section. I didn't do great...and not much expression that's why I dont think I got that part. Then we did the singing and acting section of it. I didn't have it memorized so I juss read it really. And then I did my lame section of I'm gonna wash that man right outa my hair from South Pacific. I can't sing so I juss had fun with it. I was proud. I was sitting (literally) in line for like ...ever to go up and do my bit. Then the stupid cow...um...boy walks in and stands there for about 5 minutes and sees everything I didn't want him to see! Grr. So angry. Then after that...he hands me a burger and leaves. pff. So I like snarfed down the burger trying not to think about it. And I ate a cookie. I was much more relaxed afterwards even tho I was bored before. *shrugs* Everyone around me...well okay....Crystal Horn kept complaining about nervousness b/c it was her first audition. She kept asking questions that were really stupid, now I know how everyone at work feels when I'm around. oy vay. By the end of the auditions and everything I had a headache from all the yelling the presidency did. Then I got to talk to all the regular 'rejects' that get those...not really important parts but still kinda fun ones...Yeah, that's what I've always been and prolly what I'll always be. That's juss me and I have to accept it. A reject. mwhahaha That's okay I wasn't really expecting a whole 'yay, she's a senior with talent let's acknowledge her' kind of thing. I walked home around 4. Killed on those stupid shoes and it got so hot and sweaty, I felt sick. Then I went back for call backs...didn't get any and went back home. Then I talked on the phone for like a 1/2 hour with the boy. It felt nice. I didn't feel ornery for once. Then I went and took a shower. It felt so nice. Then I went and laid down on my bed for like 15 minutes...that 15min was like...heaven for me at that point in time. Then I came up and ate myself silly with noodles. Mmm I needed food...I forget to chew most of the time. Cassie had let Crystal borrow her cell phone and then drove away w/o it so Crystal gave it to me. So from my house I looked up her phone book and call 'home'. Then we made plans that I would give it back around 8 when we went to go see the cast list. She said she'd call me on her cell when she was going to SV. So I went to Young Womens and we did coloring while listening to John Bytheway. I love that man. "Wake up, yer in the middle of class" "I was juss...thinking about Lehi's dream that's all" *snore* Anyways....I got pics back from Celebration (with the hot boy) and Girls camp! eeee! I love pics! They make me happy! Then Cassie called me and we went out there and waited like a 1/2 hour before the guy showed up with the list. Of course the regular rejects (Breann, Cassie, Lisa) got the 'ensemble' part as in you stand in the background and say 'watermelon' all the time. It'll be interesting to see some of the 'I'm betta than you' ppl that are going to be part of the ensemble. Aubree of course got what I wanted....the Maysies Bird Girls...they dance and sing. I feel like that stupid bunny. I juss keep going and going and going. After I checked the list and came back home, I sat here and put more music on the compy and typed some of this. Then I remembered I was supposed to go get me bro at work. He busted out the back window in the Blazer by leaving it up while backing out the garage. Sucks to be him. Costs like 3 thousand and no insurance. I'm glad I'm not him. He's screwed. *smiles sweetly* Anyways....I went and he took forever getting out. Okay 15 to 20 min. Then I told him he had to buy me a slurpee and he said I had to go to Taco Bell. I scraped the hub caps getting out of Taco Bell. I went and got me a slurpee, doesn't help the headache much but still. I want to juss sit down and watch something now. Then go to sleep and never wake up. I have nothing to do morrow and that feels so good to say. mmmm Slurpee. Oh and Twila juss came over and gave me ...um...a pile of money...and I totally can't except it all. I killed her flowers for goodness sake! I have a 50, three 20's, and three 5's. How much does that make? Never seen so much cash in my life! I have to give at least 75 back. Counts it over and over again. Weeeee! I'll take Kirri and we'll go shopping! Since SHE doesn't have work. A nice calm relaxing week now. And a sleepover in the lodge on Friday night and stake dance on Saturday although the boy hinted on other plans. I can't read minds tho so I wont try. You know...this is exactly enuff money to pay my drama fee...*has second thoughts* I think I might actually admitt it now. I need sleep.