So the whole simmering down part of my life....

Didn’t work out as I had planned

Turns out the one and only class I want to take this semester is being cancelled b/c of the lack of students. Grr. Totally sucks. Now what? I either quickly attempt to sign up for other classes I am less interested in at odd locations and difficult times, or just not go to school this semester which makes my ‘student’ status non-existent and be bored. Between the community and college classes I cant find any class I want to take, nor one at a location and time I can handle either. -_- Grr. And just a side note, to be able to register for anymore classes the deadline is in two days. No pressure. Be sure to find some classes that don’t require a prereq.

I don’t think I have the energy to be mad.

Maybe not even energy to be stressed and pressed for time..

I don’t want to do this anymore.

I hate school systems.

I wasn’t really hungry, but I went to lunch anyway.

Cuz yer supposed to eat at this time.

Now I just feel sick.

I’m pritti sure I’m not ment to find a social life in the near future.

Nor find something fun/occupying to do besides work.

It’s just not ment to be....

All I want to do is read a book, slip into another world for a moment.

Or blast music so loud I can’t hear myself think.

Have I ever mentioned I'm just tired of fighting?