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Feeling: overwhelmed
The last time I saw him Of course I had the choice not to go But I went to see him... Mainly cuz it was his birthday But inside I felt.... like I don't have much time and he'll be gone soon I went because I thought Maybe I wouldn't ever see him again Then he announced at dinner That he was going to the doc For a test for the first time (he hates the doc) He's 77 and avoided the doc this long I'm not a genius But I didnt think it was a good sign The other night I had a nightmare about him If something happens to him There's no one to take care of his wife I dreamed he was in the inbetween Inbetween being able to care for her and not The pain that causes for him For her, and everyone who is a witness I knew cuz he avoided the doc so long That all of it ...progressed To far gone by now I dreamed he left us all I woke up crying Then I learned.... Grandpa Law has colon cancer.
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