Pet the picture as if it's real. Dance to the song that's in your head. I feel tired and weak and ...sick. I'm getting sick. No no, the first time this year. Don't say those bad words! I sleep. Go to work. I feel old. Come home. Eat. I can't seem to stop eating now. My appetite is back. I blame it on my lack of period tho. Lay in bed. I told Dallin to get me a cowgirl hat when he went through Texas! I remember texting Dallin. I remember James texting too...kinda. I remember the phone call at like 2am from James. I couldn't sleep after that. Stupid cow. I shouldn't have picked up the fone. Why was it so frickin loud anyway. I took the wrong pills... But it feels so goooddd End the night early... heeeeehheeeee nighty night.