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Christmas morning! "It's Christmas and I want everything!" I sing that song in my journal too much. It's getting old. I eventually fell asleep on the couch. Woke up at like 7 or 8am by the side door closing, Grandma escaped to shovel the driveway. Seriously, I ain't gonna try and catch her every time she gets up to do that painful job. I can't even hear her most of the time. We all were up about 8am and I woke up after I had to share my couch. Claine came over with Max and soon Renee and Dennis showed up. Crazy folk actually waking up to come over. Then we decided to open them one at a time. Braxton had so many he was...overwhelmed. I got a digital picture frame, hat (I can be like Natalie and wear hats all the time now!), a manicure kit from Grandma, a tinkerbell pillow from Min and a lil' see through paperweight with Tinkbell! And Mutti got me a tinkerbell necklace, boot/slippers that are like cowgirl boots (Just the perfect size from a catalog! like size 5), and a fairy lil' decoration thing... No idea where to put that... and then my slippers and pink shirt I bought myself. My favorite was the digital frame b/c I only mentioned it once and it showed up! And then my hat that Vatti got me. He actually found something that I like! It's awesome cuz I always wear his hat he got from his mission. So he knows I like hats! And the cowgirl slipper boots were cute too! But the slippers I bought are warmer and easier to use in the house. She bought the boots for outside use cuz she knew I'd use them outside... She knows me too well. Then we had a big breakfast! Like hash brown/potatoes, eggs, biscuits and gravy, ham, sausage, toast etc. It was AWESOME. I ate the potatoes and ham! mmm Then we all cleaned up , and packed up and left. Minnie left, Renee left, and me and my parents were headed out. Then Neil and Janice showed up. Neil recently had his 'heart attack' so I said what was said to me once "Don't you scare me like that again or I'll kill you!" Heh He seems...nicer and calmer ever since his heart attack. I hope he's..more sincere after that experience. On the way home we saw like 3 major accidents, some like recent like just seconds before we got there and some that had the police there already and almost all cleaned up. One seemed like a pile up. Sadness. On Christmas. We survived though. Yoda plopped on my lap. I ate Salt and Vinegar chips. Yum. I texted Ricker when we got into town and asked when he wanted me to come over. He said like now would be good. So I took the car and took off to his house. I didn't really wanna drive. Note to self: Don't wear thong while sitting on leather seats. Cold. I went over to his house to see what he wanted cuz I avoided him last time I was there. Yeah....found out what he wanted....awkward....and left and I don't think I'll go there again. I'll see him at his work maybe and talk to him via text and msn....but I think that's it. I'm mad at him. This is me being mad at him. He better explain himself. Way to ruin Christmas. If he has a problem...maybe next time he can..leave me out of it. Then I came back to Smithfield around like 5:30pm or something and stopped by Kirri's. I heart her. Her ducky PJ's. She gave me a present. So sweet. It was a 'big sis'/'lil sis' keychain thing with a cute lil purple elephant on the end... I put my two house keys on it so I won't lose them! Then we talked about boys. I told her about Emergency Room boy and she told me about "marry me" Mark. heh Poor girl, has the same problems I do with RMs...which is prolly why I don't date them. Then I got hungry and left her house and told her to come over later. I came home and ate zippy beef. My favoritest meal in the whole wide world! I played on the compy and bugged Jailbait. He seemed kinda...stand offish... so I left him alone and didn't flirt with him too much. Kiwi came back and I talked to her for a bit again. Then I went back to bugging Jailbait. It was like midnight and he decided to go to bed. I was texting all night too. It felt like he was totally 'don't touch me today'. I thought it was cuz his saw his lil' gf today and kissed her. Turns out he was expecting me to come into his room and jump on him, he even got some smelly stuff on. I laughed so hard when he said that. He was expecting me and I didn't come. Sadness. Well, the last thing he said was "don't you think you can come into my room tonight" or something and he went to bed! Sheesh! What am I supposed to think? Levi seemed slightly depressed being in NYC on Christmas and alone so he wanted to chat a bit by text and I got bored of it and just called him. It felt awesome but weird laying in bed listening to him go on and on and my tiredness was the kind where you stay still in one spot for awhile and you'll sleep instead of ...having to ...think yourself to sleep, ya know? Like it wasn't voluntarily after awhile if you didn't move you'd fall asleep. I didn't move much while on the phone so I was falling asleep. Sometimes I'm glad he has so much to say. I mostly talked about Natalie and the sadness she is giving me. It was about 2:30am when I gave up and told him I quit trying to stay awake. I cant believe he like made to 3:30am without being tired. He must've really not wanted to go to sleep that night. We both slept most of the day though. heh It felt goood. And that concludes my Christmas day. Grandmas, presents, breakfast, traveling, home, rickers, Kiwi, texting/talking the rest of the night, sleeping.
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