I am not going to sleep tonight. if I do I will sleep all day and i need all day. I hate how i have the hardest time actually getting myself to go to bed and then an even harder time trying to fall asleep and if its possible an even harder time waking up.. Too much to think about at night and in the morning I don't want to wake up to more thoughts. just sleep. but maybe thats not the case because why wouldn't i want to go to bed? its a mystery.
bananananananananananananananana. is a fun word. especially at 6 am.
IIIIIIIII went to my moms house today night. at like 7pm. anddddddd i was over there for like 4 hours. that reminds me.. i need to put a new video on my myspace. i saw the funniest video on youtube. usually not a huge youtube fan but when its good its good.. go to youtube and type "blood" or "charlie bit me" in the searchy thing. look for babies. and watch. sooo funny i almost peed.
anywho. we talked about when the wedding should be. an obvious starting point i guess. my mom is so weird tho. she offered to plan with me but she wasn't even invited a week ago and now expects me to go completely around her schedule.. and heathers. she is busy every Saturday from now until forever. and she wont even listen to the idea of Friday or Sunday. i love how she started with a speech about not wanting to take over. oh mother. you dummy you. but its ok. i appreciate the help. and i guess i could use more time anyways. but unfortunately.. there will be a whole month between getting our condo and getting married.. meaning 1 of 2 things... a} (to keep the magic alive) move in with someone for the month.. probably the mother. or b} shut up and just move in since we live together already and it doesn't matter. but it does. kinda. hard to explain.
Also, she suggested that i use my uncle kenny as a dj. ha. i thought she was joking at first.. and then when i realized she wasn't.. i wanted to pull and aunt suzy hahaha lol.. ok not funny. should be tho. people are so uptight. anywho.. ok so we all know i'm the most unmexican Mexican in the world of Mexicans.. and most of my family is kinda the same. but i think i take the cake. and she wants my uncle kenny, one of the most Mexican people in my family, not mention cheesy..to dj at my wedding. I've been to his parties.. i know what kinda music he plays.. its either really really gay or really really old. and even if i supply him with incredibly awesome music because I'm awesome.. he is loud and obnoxious.. which is great but not in front of tim's parents. maybe im making a bigger deal out of it than it is.. whatever the case NOTHING will be worse than the dj at sal's wedding lol. oh man.. that dj was so old.. and non english speaking. and and.. played the chicken dance. AND the electric slide. uhg. can't you have a good time without the gay overdone traditions? Its all about replacement peopless.
well here i go.. i wrote this while i was taking a break.. but now my hands are throbbing. bah!
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