My spooooooooooooon's tooo big. My spoon is TOOOOOOOOOO big. Serious...maybe boys would like you if u grew up a little. [anonymous (24.126.195.12)] your seventeen..act your age. [anonymous (68.104.110.239)] hehehe ok mr or mrs anonymous. I think you are a funny one. Cuz like I said before.. no growing up for this duck ever ever and a boy does like me soooooo yeah maybe you have selective hearing... or reading issues. And I think I know who you are and you are really pathetic cuz I dont care what you think of me anymore. And if its not the person I am thinking of, um... go away or I shall taunt you a second time. But you dont have to have to cuz I like reading your comments you silly german shepard. Anywho... So new years was awesomer than I thought. I hung out with brett pretty much every day last week. Twas awesomeness especially cuz I am still grounded and I didn't think the mother would let me do as much as she has. Brett met my grandparents. that was interesting My dad called... even more interesting. He told me he loved me. and I said i.. i... uh..love... y..you too. he told me I didnt have to say that... thank god. next time I'll just say thank you. Last night the mother let me go with brett to a breakdance session in C sun. Well she thought we were at the sports complex. I thought I was just going to watch and maybe maybe try some stuff. But I guess you just dont go to watch cuz brett and sal were looking at me weird. But after seeing them all go crazy and all that stuff they did, I didnt want to. And I dont know them. I get shy around people I dont know, especially guys for some reason. So I wouldnt have been comfortable looking like an idiot... only infront of friends. And I was kinda not feeling too good. But I had fun anyways. I felt bad cuz they usually stay a loooong time and cuz I am grounded and had to leave early sal and brett had to leave early too. I got home a little late, but sal came in an apologized to the mother and such. I thought that was pretty awesome of him. And I think the mother has more respect for him now. Which is good cuz I dont think the brother likes sal and then he wouldnt like brett and then the mother wouldnt like brett anymore, cuz the mother and the brother share the same brain. Brett hung out with me till the mother said he had to leave, but he said sal was gonna pick him up but he wasnt there yet so brett said he'd just run to his friends house BUT he didnt have a jacket. and thats just crazy. I havent talked to him since. Hopefully he didnt freeze to death. death is a funny word. like aluminum. So audrey never called me back to hang out and I cant find her number. Tears. I as really looking forward to catching up with her. She's awesome. Sean hasnt called me either. Guess he doesnt want to jam with me. But no worries cuz I suck. I told him I suck and he's like I jam with ricky and gave me this look like you have to be better than ricky... but honestly I really dont think so. Cuz ricky was pretty ok about 2 years ago when I started and he's most likely better now. Got another bmx mag yesterday wooo hooo. I miss jason. (the brother) I wrote him a letter. pray he comes home soon. I dont want to miss his 21st bday. its on the 28th, in less than a month so its kinda pointless to wish for that, but o well I will anyways. I am really sick. my throat hurts. sheesh Its been 24 days if grounding. craziness. well I am tired and bored and Im sure you are too. so I'm gone.