Sal and Stephanie came over tonight. They brought their baby Paige.. She is sooo precious omgsh! She is the cutest! Sal is a daddy!! Its cute to watch.. and weird at the same time.. I remember when i met him and Brett and how young we were. And before that when Amy from NWCC had a crush on him and showed me his picture and I had no idea who he was. Its crazy! That was so long ago.. And i remember kicking his ass or getting my ass kicked and how weird that would be now.. lol but it wasn't at the time. and now we're like grown ups and stuff. YUCK! haha. I was supposed to hang out with Ian after visiting Sal and Steph but they came to Simi instead.. i thought that was cool of them.. none of our other friends ever have. So its really hard to find this fenugreek oil nonsense.. they've got capsules but no oil.. I'd settle for powder even and make my own.. but i can't even find that. hmmmsies! i wanna go back to work damn it. and now I am going to watch Flapjack :] I Survived - The Graduate This is goodbye After months of situating I can finally leave this sorry town behind And I'm alright When they ask for me My friends can smile and tell the world That I survived As I'm about to leave I've filled a million empty pages Passed my word and do my best to sing So what do I need Something could become of those Who think and talk and live like me I don't want to die today I want to live and love and write it down I can live a life of dreams And be grateful I'm around This is goodbye After months of careful planning I can finally leave this dried up town behind And I'm alright Yeah, this used to be our city This used to be our only light I just want to walk away I want to write but there's a consequence That all my friends read everything I do and I say I don't need a razor blade All I need are sounds of ecstasy And I won't die today Yeah, I'll be living, loving, writing down And I'll live a life of dreams And be grateful I'm around that song got me thru some times.