I was feeling pretty crappy today. my heart was all "fluttery" not in a good way. and i had chest discomfort and sometimes pain. the day before i had a shooting pain throughout my left arm.. not to mention dizziness, nausea, fatigue, and whatknot.. but its not a heart thing. we check it out. i don't know what's wrong with me, but as long as I'm not having a heart attack.. not that i thought it was that, but something like that. i still feel kinda messed up, but I'll just make an appointment later in the week. i finished the beginning section in my javascript book. woot. timmy and i are going with my mom to check out betty jeans. he hasn't seen it yet. I can't really remember it, and we have to map everything out... still don't think there's enough space but we'll see. i miss penguin. RIPP that is for "rest in peace penguin" :[ i had an interview today. sucked a stinky arm pit. no i did not have stinky arm pits. it was just really ridiculous. i don't even know why i went. why do i bother? its just not going to happen. jeni frei, jobless forever. weird. i was gonna write jeni belty. so weird. like today at the hospital, i kept trying to sign frei and it was so hard. i don't like cursive f's. they are just crappy t's. --------------------------------------------- i cannot sleep. i know why but i will not say. plus a contributing factor is the fact that my chest is bugging the crap out of me.. and i have a heart beat in my throat. like without touching my throat i can feel it... that can't be normal... maybe I'll read or start section 2 of javascript. i think i am going to be up all night. swell.