[1434] The Panic Begins

tomorrow is going to suck. have to run around to find a bunch of stuff for the bathroom. dont want to.. want to sleep for a bajillion hours. Kris won american idol! even better news... Adam Lambert did not! lol. oh I'm so glad more than just me and Tim saw through the idol hype that the judges tried to attach to him. he could carry a tune. he could sing high and loud and even on key (most of the time) but that doesn't always make good music... he was showy and pompous and arrogant and pretentious and annoying. just watching him sing was like kicking myself in the face.. when he would do "sexy faces" or weird body gestures.. uhg! puke! Kris was natural. he didn't have to try too hard to be great. he had a unique voice and he knew how to change a song without butchering it to a billion pieces . people who like adam lambert need to punch themselves in the face... weee go kris! I am so lucky to have Tim. he says what he means. he is thoughtful and considerate and there when he says he will be. he says sorry when he does stupid stuff. and i never have to ask. i couldn't imagine being with someone who didn't possess half the qualities he does. he's not perfect, but he gives it a run for its money :] i always feel like i need more people to talk to. but i have enough people to talk to and even if i didn't.. it doesn't matter. i have Tim... and he should always be the number one person i go to for anything anyways.. even if i think its stupid or I'm scared. Do you sleep with or without clothes on? mostly tank and underrooskies. unless its hot or i can't find my jammies :| Does anyone completely understand you? erm... somewhat. i don't think its possible for someone to completely understand anyone. especially since i don't think very many people completely understand themselves in the first place. Do you get depressed about things easily? for like a second. depends on the situation but not really. not lately anyways. Where is your biological father right now? hmm. i dunno Who was the last person you visited in the hospital? gosh i don't even know.. maybe my cousin when she had her baby? Do you believe there is one right person for you out there in the world? yes and i has him :} When you're sick or sad, do you want to be alone or do you want someone to be with you? depends.. when i have a headache i would rather be alone with my face in a pillow. otherwise a nice back rub always does the trick :] If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? mmm 2004 i think yeah that year was pretty lame. What color hoodie did you wear last? blue? Are you currently wearing something that belongs to someone else? nope Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? no he is playing wolverine lol Do you feel awkward when strangers say hi to you? no they are just being polite.. i actually kinda feel awkward when i pass a person and they don't say something.. Is anything currently upsetting you right now? mmm not really. feeling rushed Do you hate being alone? no. Did you have a good day yesterday? uhm. it was ok. Will you have a good day today? its the end of the day. and yeah it was ok. Is tomorrow gonna be a good day? i have better days when spent with Tim but it won't be a bad day. Did you kiss or hug anyone today? lots Will this weekend be a good one? i hope so Do you get jealous easily? not really. Are you afraid to tell your true feelings? sometimes. Do you enjoy roadtrips? love 'em Have you ever been in a play? when i was younger Would you rather text or IM? IM Purple or green grapes? either is ok. mostly green tho. What are your plans for tonight? night is over. Do you cry when you get stressed out? not so much anymore When was the last time you laughed really hard? earlier today Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week? forward! i want the bathroom to be done and a week closer to our munchkin kitten :] Are your eyes the same color as your moms or dads? both What's something you need to do? finish the bathroom. Do you write in cursive or print? huh i dunno. i think it goes back and forth between the two. Could you go out in public looking like you do now? sure why not. When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face? hehe mmm gosh it happens so often lately.. but mostly when that dan guy talked to me. Do you think anyone has feelings for you? timmy timmy cocoa pop This time last year, can you remember who you liked? uh duh What is something that you realized today? i realized that everything i want is always the hardest thing to find!! timmy actually figured it out.. he's so right... grrr. Two days from now this time, where will you be? uuuh probably at sonik's show..? idk Could you go a month without cursing? uh huh Are you anything like you were at this point last year? no. i didn't cuss as much. and i had long pretty hair :.. and i think i was taller! Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't? a couple people Do you think you are a good person? sometimes yes and sometimes i am kinda stupid. Are you a patient person? no. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months? have. If you're being extremely quiet what’s it mean? that i am not paying attention to you because i am in deep thought about absolutely nothing lol. Think a lot before you fall asleep? way too much What’s the last thing that made you sad? iunno. I forget Do you wear glasses? no but sometimes i wish i did. glasses are cute Anywhere you'd rather be right now? paris? i dunno. asleep..
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