today was a dud until about 6. I had a drum lesson at 12:15. and i was so out of it and blah an di wasnt getting anything. it was annoying. after that we went home and sherylin cut my moms hair. my mom lost her razor. so she borrwoed sherylins and razor cut the back of my hair to thin it out cuz it was all choppy and gay. so i took a long shower. no bath. poo and grr. the shower was nice. blasted some music and turned up my heater cuz i hate getting out of a nice hot shower and ruining it by being freezing cold. I did my hair and i miss my long hair. I played some drums. made some CD's. andres picked me up and we went to the intigrate christmas party. it was fun. but we played a really gay game and everyone got all hostile and creepy. especially pastor jonathan's wife dawn.. she gets really competitive and one time i guessed wrong and she gave me the meanest look. i almost cried. but no. big girls dont cry.. i watched the commercials so i know. it was kinda weird sometimes. cuz when we were doing the elephant gift game thing ryan got andres' gift. heh funny nonsense. i got a bunch of gay cleaning stuff. are they implying something? first a fortune cookie tells me im fat and now i get cleaning stuff... am i really that lazy? probably. anywho... I wore a hat. i was joking when i put it on but andres said to wear it. he called me a mushroom head. I hate mushrooms. but he said i looked cute so i guess mushrooms are cute now. green is the new orange! note to self: Eggnog is gross. my mom told me that she is going to do this fast with me. we start monday. I hope it goes well. She is gonna be fasting for me and for herself. cuz she wants a husband. haha. i guess its about time God just put a man in her life. maybe he's waiting till Im out of the house. I really think that is what it is. well.. soon. hopefully. I hope brett is doing good. he just got a new job at enterprise doing what i did. delivering news papers. i know i hated it. i hope he has better experiences than me. Im sure he will. takes a while to get used to such a weird schedule and little to no sleep sometimes. just hope he is happy and healthy and woot in a boot. Im taking pictures at the moment. i was bored and decided to put on different clothes and take pics. Ive gone through almost everything i own. only problem is that this webcam thing is small so i cant get any full body pictures. it sucks cuz i wanted to take pictures of my poodle skirt and stuff and boo. its good for head shots tho. but i got enough of those... its cold. its so awesome! my mom made it so that i never have to hook up the chord to get online ever again.. cuz its always plugged in! cuz she stapled it to the wall around the kitchen. and and yeah. i am so gay. i actually like the show what not to wear. ever tho i dont really like what they end up wearing especially since theyve changed some punkers into preps.. but its funny cuz the gay guy and that girl are really mean sometimes and its fun. cha cha charmin.. less is more.