what is wrong with everyone? all i am trying to do is make things right. I am trying so hard to get out of this situation and back in church and all people can do is put me down for things i already know. i know its wrong to live with ur bf. what the hell? and on top of that.. now im being accused of doing drugs and getting drunk. by my own family. I cant even stand the smell of weed and Ive never even seen any other type of drug in person. and I have only gotten drunk 1 time. and i didnt mean to. i just didnt know my limit. i dont go to parties when i drink, or at all actually. i have only drank 5 times and it was with people i trust. i am young i knw. but alot of teens drink 5 times a week, and i have drank 5 timesin my whoel life and now im a drunk? I dont know why it even bothers me anymore. like. they are so screwed up. and i obviously mean nothing to them. i might as well return the favor. i hate this. imight as well just say screw everything and continue tolive here. because its not like it would make a difference it i did move out on my own. theyd just find something else to hate me for. i dont know wjhat to do anymore. they tlak about me like im such a bad person. am i really that bad? --------------------------------------------- I know there's something in the wake of your smile I get an notion from the look in your eyes...yeah You've Built a love but that love falls apart Your little piece of heaven turns to dark Listen to your heart when he's calling for you Listen to your heart There's nothing else you can do I don't know where your going, and i dont know why But listen to your heart before You tell him goodbye Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile The precious moments are all lost in the tide..yeah They're swept away and nothing is what it seems The feeling of belonging .. to your dreams Listen to your heart when hes calling for you Listen to your heart Theres nothing else you can do I dont know where your going, and i dont know why But listen to your heart before You tell him goodbye And there are voices, that want to be heard So much to mention but you cant find the words The scent of magic the beauty thats been When love was wilder..then the wind Listen to your heart when hes calling for you Listen to your heart Theres nothing else you can do I dont know where your going, and i dont know why But listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye Listen to your heart I dont know where your going and i dont know why But listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye i dont know what this songs means to other people. someone said its about a boy. but to me i think of God. or how i want to think of Him.