Applied at about 100 office jobs.. About 100 web dev jobs... About 10 jobs just for the hell of it... And I get a call back from 1... A fashion internship lol. It's just ironic that I qualify for the other jobs and I have absolutely no fashion experience and that's who calls. It's pretty ridiculous. Sal and steph are on baby number 2 Dawn and Jeff are on baby number 2 they don't have the prerequisites I've given myself ... Finishing school.. Have a house.. Have a steady job.. Dawn and steph have none of that but they seem fine... Happy. It'd still make me feel better before starting a family.. I guess everyone is different. I suppose another thing is that they have 2 supporting families.. We have 1 and it's far away.. Maybe I feel like I have to get thugs together before a baby because I won't have a big family, any family to help me. The houses we looked at by tim's dads houses were so nice.. said it already but they really were perfect.. I have been home sick for a couple days... But I think it's only cuz I miss jefri andy bed and my computer... If I had them here I would be content as I am in California. I've been reading crank by Ellen Hopkins it's neat . I like it so far... I'm sure some people wouldn't get it or be into it but I like that it's different. Having Lost withdrawals... Sucks. Went to the junk yard yesterday with Timmy and his dad. found everything we were looking for. There were 3 big bulls in there! We didn't see them the whole time until the very end when we finished and we turn around and all 3 are staring at us lol it was scary but they just stood there. Good thing we we're wearing red. I feel bad for Michelle . Aaron is such an asshole. Oh and she told us that he said all this stuff about us.. Like that we got married. 2 weeks after we met.. WTF. We were together a year and a half before we got engaged.. More than 2 and a half before we got married. And we've been married over a year and he's still being an idiot. He is also telling everyone that we kicked him out. WTF. He randomly told us he was leaving like 3 weeks before he left and he packed a suit case and walked out.. Leavig us to pack and store and clean his disgusting room. He's sayig Tim threw him to the curb. WTF. He was a Jack ass to Tim and Tim did nothing but put up with his shit. Ugh that guy... Ugh. Anways gonna go eat.