Hi. not that anyone ever reads these entries but I have LOTS to say! YAYA!

This week has been awesome. I meet Baki and he is just very very perfect. He thinks I am perfect. And beautiful... ha. He always has something good to say about me. I love being with him and talking to him. Just watching him watching me. And wondering what he is thinking. And its crazy to think someone so sweet and so cute and perfect could ever stare at me for so long and seem to be enjoying every minute of it. I dont get it. I think too much. I need to just enjoy it and forget trying to figure out how or why or when something like this could have happened. And the crazier part is, he is the one thinking "whoa I am with her" when I was thinking the same thing. I miss him. He is on his way back to the OC right now. He's going to call me when he gets there. Wow I am really happy right now. And he is probably going to read this and be like wow what a freak of something or other but yeah o well. HI BAKI!

He's my ninja and I am his princess... he says it in japanese but i forgot how to say it.

So i think he wants to kiss me. And I really, yeah I really want to kiss him too but I dont want to move too fast and ruin anything. Right now, everything is perfect. Spatula asked me today "does he realize how weird you are?" and I dont know if he does. Ha I hope I dont scare him off. I am such a dork around him, I feel so retarded when all I do is smile and laugh because he's so cute, or I am happy or I just laugh at myself. All of the above. I dont want to get hurt. I kinda want to tell him about thebadperson but it seems unnecessary, but maybe it would help him understand more why I dont want to move so fast. not that he doesnt understand, I just feel bad. Anyways...

Grandma! TheGrandma is gonna come hang out with us tonite. shibby shibby. I want to go be stupid and crazy and spin in circles in the street.