valentines day isnt all its cracked up to be. the one thing i wanted.. u know. it doesnt even matter. so Im up. at 3 in the am and i dont plan on sleeping anytime soon. I cant. i too mad. Trying to fill up time is hard tho.. i played sims. i cut my hair. i blow dried it. well kinda. half way through i dropped the blow dryer in the toilet. lol i guess now that i think about it its kinda funny. o well. i was in deep thought ok. but seriously who does that? anyways.. now im sitting here... wondering if the only thing i actually wanted will actually happen tomorrow. before it just seems ridiculous.