[494] NUTS!

Listening to: overnight lows- leech
so basically i asked sean not to talk to me anymore. whats the point ya know? i care about him and such but once you cross the line its just too hard to be friends even if you dont want anything anymore. and i dont. he's kinda confusing tho.. i mean he gives me his sweater one day... a sweater he never wears he said and then when i say i dont wannt to talk anymore.. he wants it back.. ok indian giver. not that it matters... cuz i dont even like wearing it... but still.. its the principle of the matter people... i mean he left a dvd at my house and i would be glad to return it via mail.. but haha i said via.. such a silly word.. via.. ha. but yeah i dont mind giving back the movie.. and i will do so very soon. as for the sweater... i will leave it on my lawn and if one day its gone.. i'll have an idea of where it went. and of course if its not gone.. i dunno.. i'll probably end up giving it to goodwill. the children need their clothes. hee now i have the sweater song stuck in my head. today was so long. i like that. i like that my days are packed with excitment instead of nothingness. I went to class and then to work.. sam is in NY for the week! LUUUUUUUCKYYYYYYY! she said i can use her desk/computer. sweet. so i did and yeah i got to listen to music on her computer while i worked and it was fun. and then neil said he wanted me to do some project for him.. and then he left.. i dont know what that was about but o well. so i met tim at coc at like 2ish. he had alot of studying to do so he was gonna study and i was gonna read my own stuff.. i ended up playing games on his phone and he ended up watching. haha. o well. i gave him an F- for studying. and i gots an A++ for bowhunting.. well not really but.. pretty frikken close. he bought me subway cuz my tummy was growling something fierce. and theeeeeeeeen.. he went to class and i went to the library and some black dude hit on me. like he would not go away... creep. timmy and me went back to my hoooooooouse and ate pizza and the it started raining! so we went out side and goofed around. dancing in the rain is fun. especially moshing! my hair turned curly. timmys hair stayed timmy. what else? played guitar.. watched some tvness... i cant really remember much else cuz i was so sleepy.. and then my mom and tim started talking and i fell asleep. my mom gave him this bible with the new testiment so he showed her a book that this guy at his work gave him. i cant remember what else cuz i fell asleep but timmy said she gave him a little book to read and he read it all right there. and i asked if he liked it and he said that it was interesting and he couldnt stop reading so im thinking thats a pretty good thing. yay for books. so thats my daay in a nut shell. why do people say that? in a nut shell? is it because nuts are so small? i dont even like nuts. i always forget things so i'll probably update. not that you care. well, whoever "you" are. just sayin.
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i understnad how u feel...... im here if u need sum one to tlak to
yeahmy heart is very hott haha