[13 92] Friedly Fire

so, being the good friend that i am, i called sal and stephie last week on the 10th because i heard that was when their baby was due when we were at their shower.so i called to wish them good luck or if the baby wasn't born yet, just called to let them know i was thinking about them and remembered and i care and just say hi maybe.. idk why do people call anyone anyways. well it would make you wonder after the response i got for it. instead of "WOW thanks for calling. thanks for caring. Gee.. what a great friend you are". i got this really lame awkward response.. like it was weird that i was calling at all.. after the whole awkward "uhs and hums" of why I was calling.. he purposely tells me that they are getting supplies for their bbq.. that by the way, we werent invited to. (because that probably didn't require a gift) halfway thru he hands the phone to stephnie and its eeeven awkwarder.. because i still dont know her that well and what do we have to talk about? i tried. its not like i dont like her. i actually do. or did. but i'm not as outgoing as i used to be and its hard to talk to people i dont know on the phone like that.. she souunded busy so i basically said i just wanted to say hi and such and i'd let them get back to their bbq thing. she said she'd have sal call me back.. but he didn't because why? well I'll tell you why.. they just wanted the stupid present. we didn't hang out before they got married. like 2 times even after all his friends screwed him over with carly and he said to me in hindsight, "hmm next time i get a gf I'm hanging out with u and tim instead". yeah. right. no no.. instead he goes right back to the people who treated him and still continue to treat him, like stinky dog poo. nice. so my self proclaimed "best friend" (and i know we were both joking when we said that because he wasn't ever my best friend but we were at least friends g's) so he didn't do what he said he would do. and like a bajillion years later.. im invited to 2 things.. and they BOTH require a present or I'm a jerk. he even went as far as calling me a week before the wedding to make sure i don't get a "cheap gift". I should have caught on then. But I'm a jack ass. and you know.. i bet they wont return the favor in a month or 2 when tim and i get married. and that is why in a nut shell.. i dont have friends. people are so selfish. and weird. calling someone to congratulate them about having a baby isnt weird. in my head its kinda a big deal. and the thing that pisses me off the most.. i go to his myspace today to see if maybe he hadn't been on and in which case i would cut them some slack because maybe their too busy with baby things and don't have time for myspace or calling people or anything.. but no. no.. they had comment after comment of people congratulating them even tho his status still said "expecting". so its not like just saw it.. he went out of his way to tell certain people.. and i actually cared enough to call myself.. and i haven't even been told yet. who cares. I'm upset over people like this only because I don't have anyone better to compare them to. if I had more friends they probably would have been weeded out a long time ago. I guess i was just hanging on because I really am desperate for friends. but i don't want friends like that so I'm over it. when their so called "best friends" screw them over again, and they want to actually be treated right.. we wont be there. so enough about people who suck balls. basically.. school isn't going as bad as i thought. for a while in the beginning i was falling a little behind due to the fact that i am poor and can't afford photoshop cs3. and coc is across town. but thats no excuse since I'm there 2 days a week anyways. i just forgot. but apparently i can get 3 C's. 2 C's and 1 B. or 1 C and 2 B's. works for me. i finally registered my car. it took forever. I have to do 2 websites by the end of the week. and then a photo final by the 27th. boo. timmy said I'm getting a lot better at making websites. Before I made them look really.. "kidish". with bright colors that didn't really work for the mood of the site. but he said the website I'm working on look professional :} woot. so the interview i went on a week ago or whatever it was actually went very well. they were super nice. but something was off and also we finally decided 3 am was too early because I'd have to get up at 1. i felt a little stupid.. but then i read an article in an email from a job site that said "overly niceness" can be a sign of a potentially bad situation. they compared it to bribing kids with candy. i mean theres a chance that it was just niceness but it sort of confirmed that off feeling in my gut. So I'm glad i didn't take it. Yesterday i sent a few resumes in the evening before dinner.. usually i do it earlier in the day but i didn't want to forget. i got a response at 10 asking when i was available for an interview :} it's for an online store.. i forget the details but something about taking pictures of products and editing them in photoshop :} :} :} but i replied to their email and they haven't emailed me back yet :{
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I'm sorry that those people are bastards. That sucks. I woulda been excited if I was them.

And I hope you websites turn out good!