My family is so retarded. My grandma and aunts and mother couldn't tell me to shut up enough. Then amelia comes. no no thats wrong. then alisha and corina and manuel.... and she's supposed to be the guardian of these people and all of a sudden she doesn't know how to say shut up. All of a sudden she has no concept f discipline. i guess my family used up all their annoyance and condescendence and just evilness on me. The countless roll of the eyes. the constant shut ups. the never ending comments about my attitude. amelia never shuts up. but my grandma hasn't scolded her about it once. that isnt an exaggeration. i cant wait to have children and show them all how its done. these people are full of double standards. they are hypocrites. my grandma got all gay because i said "uncle rick is mean" how is this an insult? And yet she got all weird about it. Now i am not allowed to say how i feel? In addition to all the other shit i had to deal with. fuck that. i am a person. just like alisha and corina and manuel and amelia and suzy and rick and everyone else she stands up for. i know for a fact that she didnt say "dont talk that way about my granddaugther" when my mom falsely accussed me of having sex with tim. or when someone mentioned i was a brat or something else. calling someone a brat is a lot worse than calling someone mean. people are so stupid.