hi all. still grounded but I cleaned my room and did some chores and I'm feelin good good good. This grounding thing is a piece o cake if you just go with it. The mother still lets me call brett a lil bit and I got to talk to vannessa a lil lil bit yesterday. I asked to call jenae... the mother said no. But its ok she has jenn to fill my shoes. And I think jenn has bigger feet than me... you know what that means... better friend. NO I am serious. Dont belittle my logic... it makes sense to me. Gosh I hate myself. I really can't do anything right. I am going to die alone. But I figure thats the best way right? Brett's coming over today. WOOHOO! fun fun fun...actually since I am grounded all we can do is chill at the pad...ha... and sit around doing nothing at all.. and the boredum is gonna get to him and then insanity will hit and he'll stab me with a pencil and poke me repeatedly... it could happen... he's gonna be bored. Im not a very exciting person. Especially with the mother lurking in the background. O geese this is gonna be a nightmare, hopefully he somewhat enjoys himself. My brother wrote me an email yesterday. YAYA! happy times. I found out I was supposed to get a bike for christmas, but since I did what I did I have to wait. BUT! It is WAY WAY better this way... of course I told my mother I was disappionted so that she thinks this serves as another punishment...but really I am glad cuz she would have gotten a cheap bike that I wouldnt have wanted anyways and this way I get to pick it out and such and such. woot. I want a pony. I found an old tape that sara made and left at my house with all of us being stupid. Its a music video to bohemian rapshedy that we watched nonstop when kory went to palmdale and I watched it and I kinda miss those kids a bit... then I woke up and told myself I was an idiot. All for now. See you in my nightmares. bYE!