Feeling: light-headed Totally should be studying... I'm diarying instead. Two more finals, 9.30 and 1.30. At 2.30 I will officially be done with school. For now anyway. I should do better next semester, I fucked it this time. Sometimes I think of how things would be if they were different. I wonder if I would like them or not. I wonder if I would be happier. I went swimming yesterday, lifted Monday and Tuesday. I'm lucky to have a friend work out with me, unlike the other one who used to just watch me. She's going to kick my ass into shape. What will I do when she leaves me? Hopefully I can get that little body I've always wanted. Gotta lay off the cookies... But they're so yummy...