no more worrying. no more anything. no more kissing. no more hugging. no more holding hands. no more gazing. no more holding. no more tongue. no more dreams. no more phone calls. no more waiting. no more wish lists. no more hands. no more stroking. no more playing. no more watching. no more fighting. no more flukes. no more nothing. no one to look pretty for. no one to shave for. no one to say i love you to. no one to kiss. no one to call to comfort me. no one to gaze into my eyes. no one to look forward to seeing. no one to play with. no one to tickle fight with. no one to hold. no one to hold me back. no one to love. its all gone. everything i had hoped it would be has disappeared.