he texted me this morning. he hasn't done that in a while. it made me feel good. my heart lifted when i heard the dripping noise of my phone. i asked him if he was ok. he hasn't answered me back. but at least he texted. . . three days. i guess its kind of hard to fight when you don't see each other though. my journals seem to be me complaining. i wish i didn't complain so much.