Its nothing special. Not so much emotion today. Just going throught the motions. Work wasn't too bad. My parents are visiting for dinner. Nice outing, spending quality time with my family members while we shove our faces full of greasy, spicy, fattening Mexican food. Of course, mine will be chock full of vegetables so therefore it makes it approximately 7 times healthier. Karli came back from her honeymoon. I find myself increasingly jealous of her. Beautiful, thin, always has a smile on her face. The happiest girl I've ever seen. I crave the happiness that she radiates. Perhaps I make myself unhappy. Perhaps I need an attitude adjustment. I dwell on the bad instead of focus on the good. My cup is half empty so to speak. Is there a remedy to make me happy? Is there a pill that makes me put the bad things where they belong, behind me? Or is it something that I have to do. Just, me. To let go of all the things that drop my mood six feet under. To latch on to the things that raise me up. To not take so many things for granted. The sun, wind, love. Just relax, let myself go. Open my heart up. Let it burst open. Let the love and good flow in.