Inside Weather Forecast: Showers and it doesn't help that he only lives half an hour away. i had pretty makeup. i didn't look too bad today. i dominated the ugly earrings day. but thats all it was. seeming. i seemed to be ok. i seemed to be having a good day. but we all know what seeming does to us. it knocks us lower than we already are. i've been listening to jazz love songs all night. i miss being in love. being in like and crushing is fun. but its just not the same. who knows? maybe i'll fall in love with him some day. i don't think i'd mind falling in love with him. in fact, i think i'd enjoy it. sigh, maybe someday.....