Things have been rough. We went through quite a few bad days. Days where we were almost separated from each other. Days where we weren't sure, of anything. I'm still unsure. But I'm becoming more reassured with every coming day. Each new day brings me something to look forward to. Whether it be with you or not. I think my life is looking up. Except for this paper I have to write. And that test I just took. Damn. Taco night is tonight. I just have to limit myself to one taco and one cookie. Not like I need two, but man, they're so good. I've been doing well lately. The other night I only had half of my mini ice cream dish. Last night I only put a little bit of (alfredo) sauce on my pasta. Earlier today I only had one of the ears on my chocolate bunny. I've been munching on almonds at work instead of pretzels (with highly processed yet oh-so-delicious cheese). Maybe I can make this get-skinny gig work. My problem is I want to be skinny right now. I don't want to wait for it. I know it takes time. Maybe thats my problem, I know how long it takes to get thinner so I don't want to work for that long. In other news, my complexion sucks. I don't know if its my new birth control or stress or shitty food, but damn, could I be getting any more zits? Its outrageous. And I'm not even on my period yet. Damn body. "put your boobs away!" I'm moving to Logan in a few months. Super excited for that trip. Wahoo change. I think I'll be happier there. In fact, I know I'll be happier there. There is an Indian restaurant. And a sushi restaurant. mmmm....