Two entries in one night? Oh my God what am I thinking? Zach left a while ago. I'm waiting for him to let me know he got home ok. He was my first a lot of things. First guy I could sleep next to overnight. First guy I could kiss with morning breath. First guy I considered living with. First guy I considered being with forever. First a lot of things... He's a great guy. Things are different with him. But I wouldn't want them to be any other way. I love him.