Feeling: anxious because in eighty-two hours and twenty minutes i will be meeting a man whom i've never seen before. i need an adventure. i need something different. i've been here too long. sure i lived in good ol' freddy for ten years but i was little. what did i know about change? i've been stuck here for almost six years. its time to move on. something new, something exciting. something different. only a month and a half til i move south. too bad its not for a pleasure cruise. but at least its different. eighty-two hours and fifteen minutes. is it possible to miss someone you've never seen before? he said he'd dance with me. "and stare deeply into your eyes...brush your hair to the side and kiss your soft lips" under the stars. now i just need a beach. you think we could create a temporary beach? let's all combine forces and create a temporary beach for my long weekend. i promise i'll make something special for your next long weekend. eighty-two hours and ten minutes.