i wish the winter wasn't cold. or that my house would be warm. i was going to buy ryan an electric blanket for his birthday. but then he went and bought one himself. now i don't know what to get him. i told him i'd get him a teddy bear. i use my teddy bear when i sleep in place of him but he doesn't have a teddy bear to use in place of me. poor guy. we saw "wallace and grommit" the other day. we didn't really watch a lot of it. i have to go to church and play with babies today. at least i get a few bucks. twenty - five out of thirty - seven. ryan rocks at this game. he made a bracelet with me last night. then he told me to make him another one. i make really girly jewelry. i hope i don't make his too girly. then i'd feel bad. my hair smells funny. the stench must be rid of.