You told me you want to get married next year. And it scared me to death. --------- I wish I could eat things. The pizza smells really good. But who eats pizza at ten thirty in the morning? I was proud, I made it to class, was ready to take notes, but forgot the one thing I really need. My iClicker. But we did get to learn about some gothic structures in class, my favourite type of art. Its been dreary all this weekend. I loved it. It was cold, cloudy, rainy, perfect October weather. Now that the sun is out but I'm still cold I hate it. I would rather it be shitty weather if I'm going to be cold. On a good note my land lords finally turned my heat on. I had a dream the other night that he left me and went gay. Now, despite the fact that its rather humourous that he left me for a man, the dream was terrible. It made me realise that I need him. He is the one for me. I don't know what I would do with out him. Its sad that it took losing him to realise it.