I hate when we sit here with nothing to talk about. We have uninterested, boring, unstimulating conversations. About stupid stuff too. Small talk. You shouldn't have small talk conversations with your boyfriend. Conversations with him should last all hours of the night, never running out of things to say, having to force each other to go to bed. Not five, ten minute pauses in between little nothings. It makes me sad that I get bored of our conversations. It makes me think, 'am I really that uninteresting that he doesn't want to talk to me? is there something else more exciting on the other side of the computer screen that I can't see?' But as I sit here and complain about myself and wallow in self pity, I'm also reading the stories behind all the doggies at bestfriends.org. Its possibly the saddest website I've ever seen. How can someone just abandon a dog? Or any animal for that matter. How can someone mistreat an animal so much that it needs to be taken away from them? Dogs fallen out of trucks Dogs with collars too tight that they have to be surgically removed Dogs who were simply just left there It makes me glad that I adopted my puppy. I don't know what happened to him before I got him, but I'm glad I have given him a good home with a nice family, food and water every day, and a big back yard to play in.