so i swam today. not the greatest choice in the world. my shoulders hurt so bad. and then i went to therapy where my doctor wasn't too happy with me. ah well. what can i do? not swim anymore. i got a job. i am now a lifeguard at the brigham city pool. i'm actually pretty excited. it should be a pretty fun job. i know most of the people there already and they are really nice. most of them. but i'm just excited i get to feed lionel. my car. so skyler left yesterday. he went up to his grandma's house. i'm kinda bummed i didn't get to see him before he left. ah well. i'll see him on monday. i still want him to be a sweaty sexy dancer with me. [sigh] i love him. but you already knew that.