We're together eighteen months today. Its a long time for me. But then I think of forever and it seems so insignificant. I didn't even really want to talk to him tonight. Well, not that I didn't want to talk to him, I just didn't really have much to say. So I made it seem like I didn't want to talk to him. But I don't feel bad? I don't know how to feel. I'm confused. About everything. relationship school living job myself I need some clarity. And my stomach to not hurt.