I made naan. I am certain that it will be absolutely superb. I've been thinking a lot about marriage lately. Everyone around me is getting married; old, young, for the right and some for the wrong reasons. One friend told me she wants to get married just so she can have sex. (just fuck him already) I think thats part of what is messing me up with my boyfriend. I feel pressured into committing like all the people around me. But I'm totally not ready. He might be, but I know for a fact that I'm not. I'm not mature enough strong enough we haven't even been together for very long. I think I would like to marry him. We talk about it all the time, so its not a touchy subject. Just the thought of losing all my freedom so young is frightening. But I've had this desire for an engagement ring? I don't want the marriage, but I want the engagement. Perhaps my engagement will last three years. That would be four and a half years we are together, sounds about right yeah? I knew a couple who got married after seven months of knowing each other. Not seven months of dating, knowing the other. You can't get to know a person in seven months. A friend wants to marry her boyfriend of two months (date is set sometime in December) just because she is horny and wants sex. I just need to set aside my feelings of jealousy towards other couples who are marrying and focus on bettering the relationship I have now. Perfectly content boyfriend girlfriend. --------- Edit: three hours later, my naan turned out poorly. I'm so disappointed =(