and can you see this entry? cause apparently the other one disappeared. but i really have nothing new to diary about. i wish my life was exciting. i graduated, and turned 18. but that still doesn't make me want to jump for joy. we went out to dinner this afternoon. down in salt lake. not a huge city. but city-ish nonetheless. while down there, driving along the crowded streets and seeing all the people, i got depressed. depressed because i know i don't live there. depressed because i knew i had to go back to lonely little brigham city. i'll move to a city someday. an even bigger one. by a beach. but on a better note i saw two gay couples and a cross-dresser. good on them.