i woke up today, ate breakfast, cleaned a bit and around noon went for the 4 mile run. we were running out of time and mah buddy's shin splints were really acting up so we decided to run the last .5 mile at the gym on the treadmill. went home, refueled a little and went to the gym to finish out the workout.

:/

so, there we were, goofing aorund and "gittin' ripped", and boom. the guy shows up, i just, i didn't know what to do with myself. he started doing his sets next to where i was doing mine so i just go on and move to the other side of the room. god.

fuuuuuuuck!!!

my stupid ass didn't say a peep to him. too shy.

what i've realized is that the goal of talking to him is obviously too overwhelming for me so instead next time i see him, my goal is to not panic. that's it. so if i'm doing my sets on a bench, i'm not moving over. i'm just going to stay there.

he's so handsome. god. i'm such a fool.

yes, this is what i've chosen to distract my mind with... this and league of legends! LOL

let it begin.