happy valentine's day. so i have a friend, i call her v... hehe last night i told her "happy v-day v!" i thought it was funny... i really wish he'd write back. i want to remember, i actually want to remember lol. i don't usually do that, want to remember. i don't know. so this year, i'm flying solo.. hahaha kinda lonely eeesh. i could have gone dancing with a few friends... eeee... i'd prefer a more intimate atmosphere.. besides i've had enough people hitting on me. stupid old horndogs piss me off. where they're going, it's full of them. no more grab ass. i wish i could go to the mountains, not by myself... man, it's so dangerous out there... :/ haha in the words of my sibling, oh sweet baby jesus. so i asked a few people this: would life lose value if you knew you'd live again... you'd keep your memories... just have a different body. none of them could answer it. hahaha i was flooded by questions, "what kind of question is that? why are you asking me this? Do i have more time to think about this? Is this for a class?" hahahaha ay.