so this is a relationship. wow.

ive never been so afraid in my life, i cant stop asking questions.

i really need therapy or something. i cant do this anymore. haha i barely even do this. i really need help.

things are going so incredibly well, i want to cut it at the ankles. i dont want to get hurt. i really dont. im so afraid. ive lost five pounds in a week. fuck. cant sleep well.

i dont know what to do about this.